I am finding myself in a strange state of motivation - one which my therapist says is a 'normal' state. But which might feel very elevated to me after being so down for so long. Either way, I am getting an awful lot done at the moment. I am also not getting much sleep.
Here are some good things -
- The little one is back at preschool (YAY!)
- She hasn't vomited in exactly 14 days (YAY!)
- Two days ago she finally stood on her own! (multiple times!)
- Unfortunately she was naked at the time - so I can't post the photos here (Not so yay)
- I've started writing again! (YUSS) - although I'm not sure if that's good or not - as I seem to only really write when I'm not doing so well.....but I feel like I'm doing fine, so I will roll with it.
- I've been decluttering.
Now, my husband says this always happens when The Block is on TV. But I disagree, I declutter when it's spring. When the flowers start to come out. When the air warms up and the seasons start to shift from grey and dead to brand new.
I also see it as a way to declutter my head. To enact physically what I am trying to do mentally. The less 'junk' around me, the less in my head. The less crap I have to look at daily, the more time I can focus on my sanity.
At least, that's what I think it is - perhaps I am just headed for another crash. Fingers crossed that's not the case!
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